Woo hoo!!! Today is such a great day! I somehow think that at least I spent the day studying and it went by quite good. I still can't get the song by Jimmy Eat World, called Sweetness...Whoa oh whoa 0h... Anyway, it's kinda a good day because I came up with so many theories in my head, like those thing you think up about how to perceive life and all, it would seem like it's original, but one of my theories is that everyone, sooner of later would always develop the same theories in their head, it's all information just circulating around our brain. I believe that our barin contains all the knowledge of the universe, just that we can't use the rest of it yet, it has to be slowly expanded upon (but well 80 years ain't enough), till we unlock all the secret of the universe,. Our bodies will definitely evolve to last longer, but I digress. Anyway... I wrote down my theories today, and I always tell myself to remember some, but they just get lost along the way. I think that the book is the best book I've read since forever, I've found myself laughing and trying to contain it to myself, despite the fact that I've seen the movie. To say that the movie is good is an understatement to the book. Today, I saw who I assumed is my ex's friend Tash (who's in my school) who came to school to play soccer. Judging from his seemingly menancing tone on the phone last time I heard him. I don't like him very much. So it would seem kinda awkward after I break-up with her and he knows. he comes back to school with his mates and they've arrived to play hockey. Me, being the super-paranoid person I am, I was a little intimidated that they might play near the place I was studying, visions of "accidents" occuring with a hockey stick, ball, and my head (or discman, fine, I'm materialistic) might somehow happen in the near future. I also break out in a cold weat, not because of this thing, but because I was nervous after all the thinking and kinda hoping for some thing like this to spice up your life. Anyway, they moved off and the funniest thing happened. As I was reading my book, with both legs touching the two parallel sides of the bench seat, a very loud sound erupts from the side of the locker, the one that stands between me and the hockey pitch (which blocked my view so I don't know whether he did it) and a hockey ball rolls out from the side and I suddenly give this really large grin to myself. I don't know whether it was him, I don't care whether it was him, what's important to me was that I had kinda expected this to happen, just to allow me to see and judge, just for that moment, how big a jerk he is. I only judged that from that moment, cos I wanted to believe he did it, just to tell myself that I had made the right call. BUt I would never know whether it was him, I'm still not sure whether the guy is her friend, and I don't have anything against him. It's just a really funny thing to happen today. Heh. They next worst thing that I was afraid of was that soccer ball they started playing around with...

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